Well I bet you thought that it would be month before I would post again. —WRONG. I am going to really try to keep my word and give BOTH of my blogs alot more attention.

Well since, the anncoument of my new secret blog…many friends that read my blog informed me that they were dissapointed. I guess I was suppose to give in and tell them the url for my new blog. WTF? I mean the reason why I have a new blog is so that I could write absolute stress free entries.

I will still tell all of my crazy stories, but the thought of people close to you knowing your everythought can sometime limit you ability to truly express EVERYTHING that you are feeling. I guess it goes back to my first entry. I remember writing the first sentence like 10 times…b/c I was so nervous about what people would think about me.

Now let me explain…everything in this blog is true, real, and honest. I don’t want you to think that I am living a double blog life (LOL). I can best explain my new secret blog as an extention of this blog. If this blog is real…my other blog is raw. In some instances I will tell the same story but perhaps have more detail and raw feelings.

I hope my fans are not dissapointed…I think my life is colorful enough that you will still enjoy this blog. But if for some reason I decided to go out and have a threesome b/c I have always secrectly wanted to do it…the details would find themselves in the new secret blog– but the thought would find itself on this blog.

And my new blog is not a secret secret—I just have not revealed my idenity to folks…so if you look around you might see it noted or even posted on DC Blog Roll (wink wink)

What is so funny about all of this is that for the longest both of my blogs were linked together somehow…but no one caught it before I did. Funny.

So I just wanted to make that little clarification for the world.

–black sage

Well I haven’t posted to this blog in almost a month. I know the world has missed black sage!!! The truth is that I actually thought long and hard about abandoning this blog. I think I got so excited about my blog and the fact that I made it onto DC Blog Roll, that I got a little nervous.

Nervous that someone would firgure me out. In addition to that..I think I have been hesistant to write because too many people that know me read my blog..and b/c of that I feel like I can’t be as totally honest and open as I really want to be. I know..It is my fault.

So what has gone on in my crazy little life?

1. Detergent from Hell–OMG that was the worst week ever!!!

2. My 6th grade boyfriend of 3 weeks..reads an article about me in a national magazine and sends a message asking can he get my number… I know what you are thinking..reconnection…WRONG. He is in Jail for robbing a bank!!!

3. An old flame got married. The bad part is we hooked up in Feburary—guess you can call it a “going away present”

4. I am kicking ass-well at least I think s—in my fantasy football team

5. I get the courage to be bold and say how I feel to someone. Only to feel like it was most stupid, dumbest thing that I could have ever done–I am so out there now and that is so not cool or sexy. I am my own worst enemny.

6. I went to sex toy party—only to walk in and see my old boss. She sat beside me so I had to pass the dildos to her. Even gave her some advice on what’s good.

7. I’ve been really conflicted lately

8. I am still wearing my sexy shoes and occasionally dancing in the mirror in lingere…just for the hell of it

9. A school friend that I have not spoken with in 10 years called me out of the blue. She was actually my bully…but I started doing her homework and I guess that made me a little cooler. When I asked about her brother (who always suspected was gay) she responded “Girl, ***** say hello!!! You know he is HIV Positive, but girl he is doing so good” I just didn’t know how to respond. I mean are you suppose to say “good” i really wanted to say “how he got it?”

10. Now this one should blow you away—- I started a new blog. I guess you can call it a blog that is way more open than I can allow this one to get.

Don’t worry…This one will still get plenty of attention.

Check back for details

-black sage